Wednesday, December 8, 2010

10cm.

Tonight.. I am afraid of being alone. The sound of wind is wild as I opened the window. People don’t take care of me… Please don’t leave me until I fall asleep. Please, kill the wiggling bug there. Crumple the tissue you used and throw it away over the window. Tonight, I am not strong. But never again. I’ll listen to your lullaby in your arms ..just for tonight.

Tonight, I am afraid of sleeping alone.. I think there’s something in that small room. Wait a minute, I’m usually not like this. Please don’t go until I fall asleep. Please lock the front gate there, just in case. And when you come in, please turn off the light and let the door half-open. Tonight, I am not strong, never again will I be in your arms. So, just for tonight. Even if you doubt me for my evil intentions, and my dark heart to make you mine, I don’t care if you tie me to that chair.

Look out of the window. It’s raining, It’s impossible to go home now. Buses have stopped running and taxis don’t come as far as here. Tonight, I am afraid of being alone.

Please, play with my hair until I fall asleep.. Trust me, I’m usually not like this. I’ll listen to your lullaby while in your arms just for tonight.. I beg you. Please don’t go, just for tonight.